today is boring....
soon i will be posting chapters from my new book.
which remains titleless....

i though she was my friend



through the
well worn years

i've discovered that God
is just lonely


the only thing that remains the same
and will always love me
is my hitter

i hate school.
i don't just hate school....i loath it.
except mrs. gilpin and AT.
that's always fun
'specially when sam and megan spar with each other....
any ways
i have to be at school right now unfortunatly....
but then i get a four day weekend so there is plenty of time to submit the script for the manga/play thingymabob that we're writing.
its called eyeshadow and is very very intresting.
hoorah.
in art i'm currently making a paper mache moogle. a moogle of course is a really cute little creature from final fantasy.
dani is making the chessire cat. and its funny because shes making it out of baloons.
my english teacher tells me i need to work on my capitalization.
i don't belive in capitalization.
but my computer makes me do it so....i have to deal. in all my journals that i write to tom there isn't capitalization except when shoeing yelling or song titles.
whats wrong with no capitalization?
honestly.....i use well enough grammer as it is so why do i have to capitalize. E.E. Cummings didn't use capitalization and he's a famous poet.
so why do i have to?
sorry little rant there.
i'm happy...i'm wearing freaking pink and black faery pants.
how awesome?
SO FREAKING AWESOME!
i love DA. but i do have a problem with the new submission techniques.
i tried to upload something and i was all happy and stated that in my last journal but....it wouldn't let me which makes me very very sad.
i just loaned out my watercolor color pencils.
they better be well taken care of and not brutally sharpened.
i miss final fantasy twelve.
i wish that i owned that.
*sighs*
i really don't want to go to gym.
because it is hell and coach tinkle is the DEVIL!
finished.

yeah so tom hd to go home again...
hes so adorable and i miss him....
but on a lighter note, the disturbed concert was awesome
and being in the same room with corey taylor made me about peee my pants...
stone sour played too...
but hey i finally put up a new deviantion and let me say i completely hate the new submission thing...
it sucks....

this sucks....
it feels like my friends are taking turns not talking to me....
like megan....she wouldnt talk to me for a long time....
and that was really upsetting...
and now shes back to talking to me and all....
and now my other best friend won't talk to me either....theres the occasional nod......or shrug....
and it bothers me because everytime you ask " hey, what's wrong?" and they just shrug at you.....its sad....
and i don't know what i did.

i dunno what to do....