........
tom left a week ago...tomorrow...
i miss that kid
sheesh
he left me his sockens so its all good...
and...
i stole the sheets he slept on...they still smell like him a bit
i felt bad cause he had to sleep in our basement
which is more like another house..seeing as it has a kitchen a television....
ummmmm
and a couch...
and a KIMBAL piano where i work...
and my painting room where i work...
and my PS2 where i ...sit and am lazish and get way to excited about tomb raider two....

and ways
i felt kinda bad cause...
it reeks of fabric softener and has that cold smell...
i like it down there myself....but then again i am pert sewer rat...

awwwwwww
i miss his cuddliness....
and those purdy blue eyes...
and the way his eyebrows moved when he said certain things...

well we still got the telephone
and instant messenger...
and nueclear cake weapons..
so i don't have to go TOO emo....


speaking of shich since when the hell is underoath emo.,..
thats not emo...
thats a group of sexxy boys who created the one handed
*does the one handed*


oh well...
*sigh*

tom is here
he's so adorable!!!!!!
(and a really good kisser*
i'm so happy!!!!!
wait....tom is here
so why the hell am i on the computer!

ooohhhhhh.....
*growls*
they need to stop playing where'd you go....by fortminor with those other two people
cause it reminds me of my dad
and it's not good.....
cause ...it sucks.....


but on the brightside *ginny grin grinism*
tom gets to come see me in about...a day
a friggin' friggin' day man
be happy with me....
*dancy the groovy grinism dance of partyness* woot woot
you know why this is especially awesome?
do ya do ya do ya?
well....
cause he's the friggn' best cuddler ever!!!!!!
E-V-E-R
yeah........
there will be awesome pictures uploaded soon on that note
wooohpeeeee

yyaaaayyyy
guesse what hoes!!!
the new underoath CD comes out in less than a week
6 friggn' days!!!
im so happy!!!!
they're so adorable and awesome..yay

i still havnt found the number...
i came up with a new sceme and everythin'
i wrote a little note and gave out my cell and house number and planed to give it to him when we went to pick up report cards....
but he wasnt there
so i gave it to the secretary.....
but...
she prolly didn't give it to him
geez i feel lousy

but hey...
guesse what...
i might be gettin' me some blue/teal highlights...
ppaarrttaaay
and you have to read that in your head using a french accent...
it just makes things better.
so...me and my cuz mason (a featured model) had a joint graduation partay (french again) with a really neato cake....of course...i could've made a better design but...it was still cool.
i got 123 $ now....
so im goin' to the mall to get some stuff...
i want to look for some new watercolour (*more fench!) pencils but...i havn't used the ones i have all up yet...
i have new art coming..and two little tribute things...
you will like it...
cause it's colorful and two of them have scene hair...
wot did you say (old brittish flower woman accent)
SCENE HAIR
wot!
SCENE HAIR
yes i am very excited.....


ttyl
(keep hoping i find the number too!)